It's all about to change.
My move to Moore College of Art and Design has been a major transition. With transition comes change, and with change always comes a certain level of discomfort and fear. Therefore, my first week here has been a roller coaster of emotions...
I've never really lived away from home, so moving into Stahl Hall on Friday, January 16th was a completely new experience... as were the next three days. Finding the courage to make friends and attend orientation activities with a bunch of girls that I had never seen before was incredibly scary. Remarkably, everyone made it really easy to be myself. I wasn't sure what I had expected, but the warmth of the people surrounding me was definitely surprising, and a major comfort in those first few days. I managed to find the strength to put myself out there, and learn names, and stand on my own (things I had never had to do before). I had never attended a school with more than 200 students, so I was afraid of becoming lost in the crowd... the students and faculty here have made me feel right at home, and nothing like a small fish in a big ocean.
I have always struggled with being comfortable in my own skin, as I think many people do. However everyone that I have met at Moore thus far, has had an aura of confidence that inspires me to be my own individual. I love that everyone here is excited to be their own person, and not fit into any specific category. I think that is a really amazing thing to find at a college or university... and it has made my first week here much easier.
My classes are all really challenging. But I am excited to learn and work and challenge myself. All of the changes of moving away from home and starting at a new school are daunting... but I have confidence that deciding to take on that change will be worth it. That making great friendships, and learning new things (not only about the art field, but about myself) will help me to succeed in the future.
I'm twenty years old, and I'm going through a major life change. And I'm no longer so scared. So, embracing the fact that this is completely cliche, bring it on.